Once again, I'm mentioning that I haven't had the time to update much.
I slept at 3.15am yesterday, frantically trying to gather my thoughts and compile my theory assignments into a portfolio for submission.
My head's urging me to sleep at this very moment, but I'm telling myself not to, because I'm in need of practice.

Gosh, school's been such a pain these past few days with all the Opera rehearsals and concerts I swear if i'm pushed an inch further I'll repeatedly knock my head against the wall in frustration or start shredding paper. Alright, enough about school because angst builds up in me upon the thoughts of it.

So anyway, I woke up today, changed dressed up and took 190 to school, and this really gorgeously handsome caucasion guy hops onto the bus, dusty blonde hair, blue eyes, tailored shirt, skinny jeans and brown dress shoes. For the first time in many weeks, I did not fall asleep on the way to school. HAHA! :D

Another happy thought, I bought my off white converses the other day! Selig accompanied me to get it, and he got his FML headphones. I swear the amount of times we walked from central to heeren and wisma, we could have ran a MARATHON together, A TRIATALON prehaps. okay maybe not :X I have not touched the shoes yet, but when I do I'll go GUMMY and smile like a happy kid :D

I don't know whats up with my violin, but it sounds really nice today :D
Strange, but good!

Anyway, i'm left with a whole heap of stuff to do.
Carl flesch scales, I swear it's wasting my precious time, I could be practicing shradieck and getting up to 6th position rather than doing this exam syllabus thingy.
I have accolay to "perfect" for the 19th October performance class.
2 kreutzer etudes and another 2 shradieck studies. HOHOHO!

Anyway, I got back results this week for Development of Concerto, Theory and Aural.
I managed to scrape through Theory with 51.
90 for concerto, yes I'm a happy kid.
I failed aural, but that's no surprise. lol.

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Le love all the way~!

I hate myself for feeling the way I do.
Why do you have to make wrong decisions.

Wow, it has been a long time since I've blogged. I reckon my last blog post was 1.5 years back or so, it still sits beautifully on the page of my old livejournal blog account, Aussie days. I feel so fresh and new to blogging once again, like a kid playing with his first toy, or a child writing her first composition. LOL.

If you're thinking, "like she'll ever have the time to blog with her busy schedule and her practice room being her second home and her Oh no, sorry I can't meet again," well maybe you're right, maybe I won't have the time. I guess in a way, setting up this blog is just a spur of the moment kind of feeling.
Why? I guess there are several reasons.
1. For reflection purposes, of which I have not been practicing much these days.
2. As an escape, which is rather usual for me, all my past blogs had the same purpose.
3. So I know exactly whether I'm progressing in my life.
4. This is fairly important, alright very important. I do not wish for my English to slack all
the way to the pits, or might I call it drain (I'm using this word pretty often these
days, and not in the context of dirty dirty drains with mice and grime. I mean,
braindrained, of which describes the state i'm in half the time, depressing, I know)

Then again, all those reasons aren't important if "TIME" doesn't permit, arguably it is I who hold ability to control my own time. Oh wells, I think I'm just going around in circles,(reminds me of that merry go round song and no, not the nursery rhyme ones if you're even thinking of it. Oh yes, it's called Nice Piece of Art by FM Static)
Okay thanks bye, I should shut up now and go to bed.